Hate is a strong word

It's not often anyone sees me in this state. A total wreck. My sanity has been tested to the point of tears. All however is not lost as tears transformed into a spell of hysterical laughter. This is not how things will end up for me as this is merely the start of my beautiful triumph. I will rise from the ashes and get my blood money. Mark my words, I will be the one to rub dirt in your faces