Shady's back, tell a friend

It's been 10 months since I last posted anything here. One of the reason why I've suddenly decided to post something here is that I don't think anyone really reads this blog anymore. Basically this blog started off as something private. A place where I can pen down my observation and thought without worrying about people I know judging me. I've come to a realisation that tumblr is basically stupid and twitter is filled with stupid people. I mean how much thought does anyone put in when they churn out a 140 character post complaining about the most insignificant things. And seriously it doesn't take much to take a crappy photo off the net, slap on some irrelevant caption and post it multiple times.

Whatever happened to the days when people actually bothered to take the time to think and write out something that is really important? Is society really moving that fast to warrant a restriction on how people's thoughts can only be restricted to a mere 140 characters? It's tragic that majority of posts on such websites have neither quality nor quantity. I'm not saying that my posts here are top notch but at the very least I put in real effort to write all of this.

I've perused through old posts in this blog and I've come to realise how much things have changed in just a year. Back then, I was a very simple person with few needs and desires. I was actually happy with the way my life was and I nothing bothered me at all. Unfortunately I wasn't forward looking and the mistakes I've made probably ruined everything. Being in a good Junior College was probably one of the best things to have happened to me but being the lazy arse that I was, I had to drop out. Big mistake. I just ruin things for myself really.

That's not the only thing that bothers me. I never appreciated what mattered most to me until I lost it. I guess that's just the way humans work. It's the little things that matter the most such as friends and it takes a lot to fix things once they go wrong. If I could turn the clock back, I would be in a totally different place. Sure I might be a square and close minded, but I would most definitely be a much better person.